Let it go...

When is the time,i will let it go...
Maybe this 'feeling' hard to let it go but....
No meaning keep something that not yours....
I will forget the pass...that i ever been with you...
Now is the time,is the time to put all this feeling away...
I will forget that i ever like you....settle down my heart.
Chaces only pass by once,once miss it never can happen again...
Maybe there no my part,i shouldn't enter there the first place...
This also not bad,now i can finally concentrate on my studies,
forget what meant to forget...
Hope you will find the happiness that you seek for....

Add mathematic!!!

20/4/09 Monday
After finish tution biology I went to the library because my car come late.
I met (snow rice),she ask me about add mathematic question because she dono do....
But I more dono add math....plus is log question lui....
Fine la try do do lor....I find out the answer le,just need use calculator to find out the log only
I call her use calculator solve it....but she say got tis easy meh?
Den keep say how she do till confuse me.....
She keep persuade me to do den say can do revision for exam.....
In the end nth solve....keep chatting n chatting till the library close
Actually I did find out the answer ady but the girl got her point....till nth done....haizz

My precious hand!!

Today I and my family go pray at tumpat for what what festival
Quite a distance to reach the destination.
But we also made it,when in the temple i saw bunch of ppl pray follow the order of the temple chief
Why did I feel like a bunch of slave taking order from it master? Sit! Stand! Sit! Stand! Haha
Sorry my bad mouth not nice saying ppl tradition especially ownelf one.....= =''
After them finish praying,now my turn! (not followed order that type pray)
So funny of me,I put my lighted candle in a box,but the weird is my hand getting hotter...
Ouch ouch I put my hand on the side candle when I put in my candle.....(so stupid de!)
Later I need to burn the money paper,I light the papers and I walk slowly to the chimney....
The fire getting bigger and bigger but I didn't notice....the fire burn till my arm...(I still didn't feel it)
When the fire really burn heavily my hand I only notice,I faster throw de paper to the floor...
My precious finger!! Feel the pain of the burning.....stupid me...

Girls....

Monday after the exam,I feel moody cZ didn't do quite I expected
Go bio ttn that actually should be start at 2.45pm but teacher gt meeting so the ttn time delay to 3.30pm (wifout inform most of the ppl)
Arghh! Like that oso gt,now wat should I do? Still gt 45min left b4 ttn...should j jst sit thr n wait while day dreaming?
I not that stupid,better go library read for tmr exam...
On the way,I met 3 science society girl at restaurant eating....
That time I realy no mood for go greeting them,so I jst pretend didn't c them n walk pass
Strangely is the most quiet girl call me,did I have any choice left? I smile at the as respond den jst quickly fade away
When I in the library I borrow a chemistry book and sit down read,den that time the damn 'can opener' bring her new bf come sit opposite me
I pretend didn't c her kep reading my book,she kep made noises to attract my attention,i ignore her until she made a very loud sound
Haizz tis girl can stop made the noise?! So irritating! I use hatred eye look at her,she pretend nth happen n smile at me.....
Don't care her...read my book
Den a few minit ltr another girl come infront me made hand attraction to attract my attention.....
Y I can't had peace reading book! Girl so annoying!!
She take a bio book and sit infront me,the most annoying part......
She open chapter 2 form 5 'human bone' den she ask me about did tortise gt bone?
Har?! U open human bone den u ask me about tortise?! No sense at all!
I answer her and ask her find in the book,den she say she nvr read to thr yet...
U open human bone u wan read about tortise?! U read 1000 time oso won't had chance to read it..,.
After few minit,I hurry return the book and get out of the library and go b to ttn place.....
Girls.....cute but anoyying!! Frustrating!!
That day dono wat I up to kep meeting girl....

Science society camp

Have a very fun time at pergau!!! Science camp Rock!
Meet a few new girls.....hehe
Sadly my skin get sun burn so pain!! The most worst is I get slash by parang sword
Thx to kam seng my right arm nearly gone...(not that worst la jst jking)
I oso slash myself few time when jungle trekking.....
The most weird is I saw a white figure when solo night.....yerrrrr creppy....
So geng when solo night when the forest was silience what kind of sound oso can hear
The most creep me out of sound is foot stepping sound,I can hear step coming toward me but when I turn to c who was that thr was no one....dono how many time I c oso no one....so I jst ignore that sound and Emo myself for 2 hours....
I met a girl,given a nickname of 'can opener' she the most pretty girl in the camp I think(cz very less girl go so can't compare) = ='
I try get near her find chance to made fren wif her.....
The last day of camp finally I get a pic wif her and obtain her hotmail....
Tis camp really worth to go.....really enjoyable
1 word to describe 'Songgg!!!!'
Hope can join again but nxt year no chance dy,not in tis school ady....Sad...

I shall nvr 4get the girl that I truely love

Already 2 month didn't msg her or phone her dy.....but I still can't 4get her
I gt try finding a new relationship to help me 4get her.....
I met a girl at camp,our friendship quite good,we always gt find each other
When she bored she always come find me chat,she tell me her secret.....
All thing work quite well but I jst can't lie to her,I stop find her n reply her.....
Wat am I thinking? I cant lie to myself,I still miss her alot....
She is irreplacable in my heart......but I promise her that I will not bother her life again and I will kep tis promise,I jst wan to silencely love her 4 the rest of my life....

The letter was a lie

Finally I made the decision,i can't believe I did it but I realy did it.....
I finally set u free,u would be more happier if I didn't in ur life
I shouldn't in ur life the 1st place...
It hard to made tis decision since our relationship had over good fren level but u n me is impossible to go beyond that
U is an angle I jst an orge,I don't had goodlook,I not ur love that type of prince charming,it is impossible for an orge can become a prince....
Only in shrek the movie gt tis kind of tis happen...but tis is a reality world tis thing can nvr happen....
U say u gt some1 u like but no trick can use twice,tis trick u already use the 2nd time so it won't work!
U use that trick bcz u don't wan to hurt me,ya u say b4 I jst ur fren can't go anymore
But I don't want jst be fren wif u,cz my feeling toward u already beyond that. I really love u...
Now I sure that I love u already not jst ur beauty. Ur kindness,ur hair,ur style made me can't resist fall to u.
Set u free if the only choice I had.....I will nvr 4get that thr was a girl that I truely love.....